- She would truly control what I do
- She would tell me when to do it, who with and so on
- I really would have only the ability to act and react, no thinking - just pure 'me'
- Mistress would own every part of me in SL
- REALLY truly own it
It is hard to let someone in that deeply. Actually it HAS been hard and now it seems more like sliding down a steep hill. I have this idea of what is at the bottom but something tells me that when I land in a messy heap that it will be different than what I imagined.