I know Mistress is upset with me and I am preparing myself for the worst. I keep wondering what she has in store and I know that no matter what I guess, I'll probably be wrong.
I had the idea this morning that THIS is what she has in store - just keeping me waiting and wondering. She wasn't on last night and so far hasn't been here today. This is worse than other things might be because I can't help but wonder at all the unreasonable things that pop in to my mind. Then I wonder how unreasonable they are.
Will she just leave me wondering all week? All month? I feel like a little kid worrying about a monster in the closet. I know it's not there but I am just as sure that it might be.