It is so odd how opposites here seem to be the same.
I broke a rule - a very basic one that should be habit by now. I had to be zapped. If she hadn't we'd have lost respect for each other and for the ideas that make 'us' work. So I needed a zap for the good of us both and she was sad to have to do it.
Now the odd part...
I felt this wave of emotion when she said that she was sad at having to do it. She had no choice and didn't want to and I felt so close to her even as she did it (and I did it in RL).
I was glad and deeply touched by her sadness. I got that way you get just before you cry. But if she hadn't had to zap me, I'd never have felt that. I was as glad for the zap in a way as I was for the closeness I felt to her.
About Me
- Emilee Gackt
- Because of her disarming wit and utter charm, a gackt is prone to fits of entitlement and privilege and affects an extremely calm demeanor in the face of adversity, perhaps believing that she can will events around her to bend in her favor. She can be as slow to learn as she is persistent, sometimes taking weeks (or even months in the most acute examples) to be convinced to act in accordance with and abide by the simplest wishes of her owners and superiors. ¸.•*´*•.¸¸.•*´´*•.¸¸.•*´*•.¸¸.•*´ The typical gackt is patient, smart and leans towards sarcasm (perhaps in defense of some unmentioned hurt she has suffered). Gackts are unhurried and deliberate and will be most productive in a familiar environment. To her own undoing, a gackt is usually rather casual with rules, preferring to focus on the goal rather than how to get there. she is a tolerant and understanding listener and people find her easy to talk to and feel no pressure or impatience from her, finding instead a faithful friend and follower who is likely to take on more than she can reasonably be expected to endure.
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