Thursday, May 7, 2009

What Mistress expects

Effort

Going beyond what is expected. Acting on what i know Her to enjoy... taking steps to get it, do it or be it for Her.

Being Understood

This isn't peculiar to just Mistress. Everyone wants to be known and appreciated and understood. She wants me to express that in what i do and not need to be reminded.

Not to have to repeat herself

This is an area of particular sensitivity to Mistress. She *hates* having to repeat herself and God bless her patience at having such a forgetful slave like me.

Control

She enjoys knowing that i might be made to suffer for Her, knowing that i have no choice because it shows Her that i love Her.

She has a gift that i lack. Many in fact but most especially make Herself understood. When She told me all these things, there was weight and depth to Her words and they were heavy with meaning. What i've put here is a poor reflection of what She said and i've had a few hours of sleep. She said all these things after working all night and putting up with the trials that only a gackt can create.

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