Something wrong with me

i spent money without Mistress' permission for what seemed to me like a good reason. She'd say that i was thinking. Among other things.

i am back in the suit but at home. i could see the map location on the screen. Things seem less distant if i am here. In the suit but in a box and all i have to look at is a sentence telling me what i did to get thrown back in the suit and then into a box.

Mistress' wisdom balances out the things i do sometimes. She knows what is best and how things must be applied and in what measure to get me to where She wants me to be. i am grateful for that. She is concerned about my well-being and i respect and love her for that. i am selfish and i hate that.