A scramble sentence

A sentence made from some of my scramble words:

The defection of the enlightened handmade nutcrackers caused the sweepstake officials to feel even queasier than they did during the magnificently handled botulism scare of '06, during which the extent of what they would need to amputate was found to be favorable.

I was with bekkers for a bit last night. Actually mistress was with her and I just watched. Mistress has a knack for this mistressing thing. Bekkers was defiant at first but is at this point is about as compliant and meek as you could imagine, which isn't much of a surprise really given her plight.

I'm not sure what she did but she must have done something inspirational. I've never seen Mistress treat someone so coldly as she is treating poor bekkers.

I finally got to talk with another prospective slave that Mistress is considering. Her name is Tapegirl and Mistress and I already have a nickname for her. She seems nice but is more of a bekkers than she is a gackt.

Saw Jan, crashed

Does one of these things cause the other?

This was one of those crashes where you don't realize it as first. You just keep typing and typing and typing and the you are so impressed that the person you're talking to has such good listening skills. And then you wait for a reply or try to move and... nothing.

I guess I really can't blame SL this time. Apparently our cable went out and took SL with it. I seem to be back on now so Jan... come on back. Jan? JAN! Come back here this instant!

Well a little Jan is far preferable to no Jan. I stayed and won a few more Lindens while I waited for Mistress.

Still having a bit of SL gacktiness.

My aim is off again with the doors at the house and Mistress gave me an assignment to list some of the poses in the bed that she likes. Please don't make assumptions about this assignment. They aren't the typical SL humping poses. They are mostly just cuddling poses. Anyway... I can't get into the menu for the bed either. There is definitely something wrong with my clicker.

See? I'm clicking but I get no menu. And yes, I've clicked all over the bed.

Mistress has had three potential slaves make inquiries in the last week or so and to some degree, they all seem to be on the verge of flaking on her. She deserves better from them and if they truly knew what they were risking comparatively, they would most certainly apply themselves more fully. Too bad for every one really.

This one just missed the big post about Mistress

I've had kind of an unusual week to say the least. A few things conspired this week that have kept me from completing everything that Mistress required of me.

She was of course very understanding but when she boiled it down, it really did look like I had a lot of time to do not a lot of things for her. I tried to explain briefly why I hadn't finished everything and she replied with this:

"...the OTHER thing I really hate? oh maybe I should start numbering them.... stupid people.... repeating myself.... and excuses"

You really need to know her better to get an idea of the way this was presented and you need to know my and my relationship with her to know how I took it. I am sure that an outsider would see that and think 'What a meanie!" I look at it as very useful and valuable information.

I am glad she shared that with me but a bit disappointed with myself that she HAD to share it.

Mistress did a 20 questions things in reverse.

She said this...

[1:10] Jacquelin Mazi nods: "So I got something today.... that directly relates to my gackty one"

... and then took forever to finally tell me what it was.

[1:10] Emilee Gackt: Yes Mistress?[1:10] Jacquelin Mazi: oh? you are curious? do you remember your gorean training at all?[1:11] Emilee Gackt lowers her eyes. "This girl has forgotten how that trait is so unbecoming in a kajira Mistress. This girl apologizes and begs to be fed bugs for a month."

When she finally told me I was awash with feelings. She got a book(s?) on hypnotism. A friend told me about SL hypnotism long ago. I am kind of scared, kind of excited, nervous for sure but mostly curious. Add skeptical to the list too. It is nice that Mistress and I share the trust that makes things like this workable for us.

(By the way, she didn't feed me bugs.)

Finally got to see Jan again

We had a nice talk together. No Scramble, no trivia or shopping. Just us. She kept using phrases like 'You're a joy' and 'You are so bright.' A gackt could get used to hearing things like that.

What a strange week this has been.

I can't remember the last time I saw Jan and I only got to see Mistress a few times this week. I have been missing my two favorite SL people this week and I hope to see the both of you soon than later.

Bekkers was online when I came on this morning. She is a bit extreme. I'm not sure it was 100% her choice to have all this happen to her. I have a feeling that it wasn't, at least not how things have ended up. Lucky for her she seems to like things to be overdone like that. At least I think she does. Too late for her if she doesn't I guess.

Sparing the gory details, she is in a cage and can't move, see or hear. What a life she has. At this point it sounds oddly compelling to me. She has no freedoms at all but also has no worries, no headaches, no responsibilities...

Oh well. Back to RL.

Rachelle?

I had a LONG talk with my good freind Rachelle tonight. She is sort of my mentor about things concerning Mistress.

We talked for a long time and the main thing that stuck with me was how self-centered I can be. I hate that about myself. I have more than anyone could ever want, let alone NEED and still I get so caught up in what I want and need. Sheesh.

Dina logged in for a bit but was AFK by the time Rachelle and I were done. Next time Dina?