I talked with Dina today. I tried to share with her a little of what I have learned about thinking, not thinking, acting and reacting. I kept getting more and more frustrated with myself that I couldn't articulate it for her.
Now that I have had a few hours to ponder things, I am realizing something else. I was expecting too much from myself and too much from Dina. It took me months to get where I am in understanding what Mistress wants from me. I was trying to teach all of that to Dina in just a few minutes and I was expecting her to get it. That was very unrealistic of me and my impatience for her not getting it was unfair.
About Me
- Emilee Gackt
- Because of her disarming wit and utter charm, a gackt is prone to fits of entitlement and privilege and affects an extremely calm demeanor in the face of adversity, perhaps believing that she can will events around her to bend in her favor. She can be as slow to learn as she is persistent, sometimes taking weeks (or even months in the most acute examples) to be convinced to act in accordance with and abide by the simplest wishes of her owners and superiors. ¸.•*´*•.¸¸.•*´´*•.¸¸.•*´*•.¸¸.•*´ The typical gackt is patient, smart and leans towards sarcasm (perhaps in defense of some unmentioned hurt she has suffered). Gackts are unhurried and deliberate and will be most productive in a familiar environment. To her own undoing, a gackt is usually rather casual with rules, preferring to focus on the goal rather than how to get there. she is a tolerant and understanding listener and people find her easy to talk to and feel no pressure or impatience from her, finding instead a faithful friend and follower who is likely to take on more than she can reasonably be expected to endure.
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